Locusts

A seven
A fifty
An eclipse
An earthquake
Silence
Slowly cementing bricks back into place
This laborious task
Making blisters on empty and swollen hands
I am my own protector now
One more makes two
I’ll get there
One day at a time
I’ll forget you
Forget you said you loved me
Shocked when I returned it with interest
That unforgivable sin
Of actually loving you too
Was it all in my head?
Am I mad beyond words?
That certainly would suit you
Clad as you are in
Furtiveness, triple sixes and jet black hues
Everything turns
My stomach and the earth
The sun and its absent rays
You’re out there too looking for them today
But not for me
Never for me
Are the locusts next?
Awoken from their earthen slumber
By the soul crushing bass
When I next catch a glimpse
Of your indifferent, gorgeous face
Agonizingly, excruciatingly
They proceed to devour
This shattered heart

I do sincerely hope
You’re enjoying paradise