Holy Inferno

You’ve been in my ears
For almost two years now
So perhaps it was natural 
That you took me over completely 
A shared understanding already there
The filthy
The dirty
The sinners 
That we are
The hell
From which no saints can save the damned
Spending eternity in the erotic flame 
With no release
Even my supposed integrity
Whisked away in the firestorm
With barely a whimper in protest
My mind no longer in control
Only pulsating heart and burning body
My mouth hungering for a taste of you
Slipping gently into me
Until reality sets in
There is no victory here
There is no winning
Pain awaits
No matter the ending
For this moment
We have the heat of the inferno 
To keep us warm
To blacken our hearts
To scar us forever
Melting our deeds 
Dripping their remnants onto the pages 
Of the book of eternity
 
Veni, sancte spiritus!

Would I believed in a god, any god 
Who allows forgiveness for this moral collapse
Blame me entirely if you want
Beg her forgiveness, forever on your knees
Go home to your babies and out of my grasp
They need you far more than I 
They will need you for decades more
You who must be
Their sanctus pater, santo padre, the good man 
Who am I to endanger something so essential? 
Who am I to destroy these rose-tinted visions?
I’m filthy
dirty 
a sinner

Go home
Go home
Go home
Dear boy
Go home
Leave this whore to her reckoning 
With the holy inferno