If you looked inside This head I have tried To completely and utterly forget you No matter the time Memories sublime Unexpected love that was made anew The distance and space Won’t clear or erase This longing that craves, how I want you Morning sun and night Darkened moon and light It’s the ghost of your soul that I cling to Not real, not at all Blank sterile, white wall Sketches of our nullity coming through Empty hands clasping air Why on earth should you care You never think of me at all, do you? Every time it might go I fall back into throes Ignoring proof, it’s nothing, it’s not true Close my eyes, close my heart Desire keeps us apart In denial, in deeper, in situ