Waxing Gibbous

This duality
Midway
In all kinds of ways
A once blurry binary
What was it she said to you?
As lovers entwined 
An uncanny queer cadence
What is it you wanted from me?
Waning 
Waxing
Stasis and immobility
An impossibility
As long as I encompass
Both worlds
Your deep, earthen safety
And desperate need to take flight
Her delicate, flicking tongue
And luscious fleshy thighs
The multiverse imaginings
An infinity of longings 
Of 0s and 1s
Slowly and steadily written in code
Of rhythm and space
Of gravitational pull
Of dark matter
Oh I am a scholar of that!
Yet I remain
Waxing gibbous
Silhouetted
Dripping white light
Across the jet black sky