Life and Death Valley

The springs that flowed
When I didn't understand their origin
The messy, dripping curse of it
Distracting the mind
And its supposed logic
Her pills
Tiny capsules raining
Tapping on porcelain
His "No!"
The struggles
Once locked in sensual embrace
Now fighting each other for
Life
That one force I never desired to use
That potential to usher in
All that could ever be
Culminated in the whoosh of
Breath
I state my case:
"Who could be so craven as to create
more sons & daughters for this
insatiable and violent land?"
Yet still it conspires to overcome
All this opposition with its simple
Existence
Makes me crave life in my very being
Forces the springs to call again
Shrieking their purpose
Insisting I listen this time
As the clock slows
I look to the desert
With her cool, dispassionate nights
Her dry and dusty days
With lizards and snakes and cacti
And secretly cherish the arrival
Of the heat and serenity
My very own Death Valley