Poetry

Waxing Gibbous

This duality Midway In all kinds of ways A once blurry binary What was it she said to you? As lovers entwined An uncanny queer cadence What is it you wanted from me? Waning Waxing […]

Poetry

Do It Anyway

-For these forty-five years- I’ve stepped onto the precipice Recalling my reflectiveness At times the cold, hard mess of this My wild and precious life -Halfway point if I’m lucky- All of those suitcase stop […]

Poetry

Sober Bi Babe Blues

I chug water like booze As if the muscle memory alone Could provide some relief The pain getting drowned Without the hangover The regret The shame of failure Somewhere the phantom spirits Numb this shredded […]

Poetry

Wound Brother

You know I can see him right? Standing inside you Desperate for love For affection The sensitive little soul This world a crushing burden Your masculinity performed better than mine For an entirely different audience […]

Poetry

La Douleur Exquise

The depth and pull of My stormy soul Heart thudding with every Measured mile One more second, hour, day “One day at a time” Unleashed passion with no Denouement Except those mad dreams Where I’m […]

Poetry

Life and Death Valley

The springs that flowed When I didn’t understand their origin The messy, dripping curse of it Distracting the mind And its supposed logic Her pills Tiny capsules raining Tapping on porcelain His “No!” The struggles […]

Poetry

The Former Lover

The clouds moved Like storms on Jupiter How I wished I could be Anywhere but here Counting down the hours to dissolution The me you loved was always a chimera Her realness is not to […]